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with NCOs '08

with NCO'07


There is only one wish on my mind
When this day is through I hope that I will find
That tomorrow will be just the same for you and me
All I need will be mine if you are here
I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world

活着是NP的人
死了是NP的鬼

It seems like just yesterday that the yellows took over. Now they are leaving us.
Today's POP/ Farewell Party.
I hope that it's a success since like so many of us put in so much effort (:
I'm like a walking zombie already ):

Jiayous UNIT.
Jiayous SQUAD.

Hello sec 3s, Bye sec 4s.
We'd miss yall somehow (:



Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

So its really not fair when you have to bear the consequences of what others have done ):

POP PREP (:

I miss waitiem, hazel, wendy, xiaoxin, zoe anne, pauline etc etc ): I want to see them soon (:

Boo, my toe and head sill hurts from yesterday's spar moving.
Thankfully i have not become more retarded (:

Feeling bad ): ): Please recover! Please don't become retarded ):

BIO TEST ON FRIDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZOE ANNE <3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SICHEN <3

I practically slept through all my lessons today. Great. Cos i decided to eat my medicines before i go to school so i felt drowsy thoroughout the entire day. Slept during listening compre. Thank goodness, i didnt do badly for it ( : 

After school, moved spars from the QM room to QM shed. Super hot, then super stuffy. The spars are just horribly woody and splinter prone.It was basically...dusty. There were 2 challenges. The first- Moving the long long spars out of the QM room. The second- moving the long long spars into the spar shed's spar rack. Big thank you to all that came down to help :)  Should i say Mrs Tan is very unlucky or she is just accident prone. A spar dropped on her head then yeah, there was quite a loud sound. Guess it hurt pretty much but she said it was okay. I wonder if she has become more retarded. Aye, whichever. Hopefully, she didn't. I didnt mean it literally when i said that i don't want her dead YET. I don't even want her dead. Aye. She played along when CM and i were testing her "intelligence" after the bang. She apparently 'forgot' who is she, who her husband is, who we are, what's maths. Super lame. Then we kept her within a boundary to prevent her from getting any further injury.

Today super 温馨. It has been ages since our squad has came together to do something so meaningful. Actually not that meaningful but yes, at least, its something our squad do together! Very long didn't do things together already! I suddenly feel that my squad is back ( : Stupid wanlin and lovin and vlai locked us (jesslyn and me) in the shed > :/ yaye, then we got out anyway. so when melanie came down for inspection, we locked her in the spar shed :D cos she walked into the shed to inspect the spars on the spar rack. "WAH, so cute" yes, after she said that, she got locked up.Actually we didn't even lock the fence, we just...closed it then melanie presumed that we locked her up inside. so she started whining for us to let her out.

After that, pig and i went for T-u-i-t-i-o-n. I have about 8 more days to ORAL. Die. Finally i got to drink my bubble tea today. 

I miss that star! ):

I really just want you to tell me things are going to be okay ): I need that quite badly.

Some people are just making me so fed up. Stop rolling your eyes. They aren't that big, if you continue to roll, they are going to drop out >: / Stop making me irritated with you. 

HAPPY 15th SICHEN :D
HAPPY 17th Dearest HONEY STAR <3 ILY!

There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
All this I know but still I can't find ways
To let you go

): ):

Maybe, its just me.I miss too much of the old you. The one that cared, the one that was there.

NP! It's taking over my life. Proposals after proposals. Phone calls after phone calls. SMS after SMS. This is getting overwhelming.

The lighter note is that i managed to talk to some of my camp groupmates (: and sunshine and twin and some people.

Uniform of ATC unite!
Met new friends.
This year's camp is horribly slack and unproductive.
Tired Tired. Sunburnt. Sunburnt.
Proposal Proposal Proposal. What more have i been doing since i came back from camp. Haven't touched homework. Sigh.
I wished Mrs Tan could just excuse us (people who went for ATC/STC) from school tomorrow. It's just terribly tiring. I think i will sleep in class tomorrow.
Bye World.

Updates on Camp events. tomorrow.

ATC ATC ATC ATC ATC
Haven't pack. Not a single thing into my bag. Shoots.
I wonder what's gonna happen to me. Pack my bag the very last day before camp.
Sigh. If anything's missing, i won't survive camp ):

"Zoe! you're not allowed to burst your budget!"
I KNOW! trying very hard to...keep within the budget !

I miss the (your) iPOD. Can i have it for a little while longer?boo. I am not done loading the songs but i figured that the amount is currently enough to blast your ears for quite a while. Get well soon. I am not quite used to seeing you fall sick so often ):

Meetings after meetings. Preps after preps. Proposals after proposals. A2 boards after A2 boards. I am not a superwoman. I need a break NOW ): It's only the first week of school.

Mrs Tan Mf suggested to Mrs C and myself that i will pon my atc to go for maths dept open house. TSK TSK. HAHA, failed attempt. I am still going for camp.

Food Comm. Maths Dept open hse, environment 3R, Chemistry test, that's all that's on my mind now. and a lil bit of this and that.

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

Hello world, it's been ages since i last updated.
Today's the first day of school, so the first present we've got- CHANGE OF SEATS. okay, my new sitting partner is BERNICE.Catched up on alot. I just realised i have alot of deadlines to meet this week. And they are all not academic related.
The change in timetable is kind of bad.
The change in teachers are bad too. I am already missing Miss Soh ): guess what, my new biology teacher is my new teacher officer. That was just a freaking shocking news i got when she first stepped into my class. I said some irrelevant stuff and yes, my partner just kept laughing. How evil. I hope she doesn't take over my squad !
Saturday was really sad, Mr Choo's last duty activity with us. sigh. bye choo! We'd probably miss you once in a while, so please come back. Mrs C Tan is the new OC. I wonder if she is taking over our squad. Or rather who is the new Sec 3 squad OC. Srsly, don't tell me its that CC ): My lips are sealed for comments.
There's STC(survivor training camp)/ ATC(Adventure Training Camp ) from Friday to Sunday this week. I am not sure whether i am going as of now. Maybe!
I just wrote a really cheesy script about Math Week for Open House on saturday.
Food comm is running on a really low budget, sigh. Just look at the number of guest. Just so, Mrs Tan said not all of them will turn up so there isn't so many people eating actually but still, the budget burst ): trying very hard to compress it.Proposal's getting more and more challenging to complete! Due to the new restrictions. We can't cook in the Home economics room so we have to use other means such as the mess tin etc ): Aye, whichever, we'd survive and cook good food. [Trying very hard to think positive!]
Thanks to my new phone, I take about 7-10 mins to text a sms ): and i can't text in class since i can't see the screen ): My old phone DIED on me.
First PE lesson with ahem tomorrow. Dreading pretty much.
Refer to Nicea's blog for my weird reaction to Mr Koh's comment (: Mr Koh's leaving us in 4 weeks time. After he leaves, we don't have anymore male officers.
Throat ulcer hurts big time ):
Srsly, I am having a lot of fun bonding with your iPOD i don't feel like returning it to you anymore. Can i keep it please ? (: Pretty please? (:
and do your homework (that translation thingy) , most importantly. no matter how boring the lecturer, please don't fall asleep during your brain draining/boring/tiring course (:
Jayle prepared breakfast for me today, and she is going to tomorrow as well. yays to her (:  Guess what, i love the breakfast sandwich she makes :D

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight